Something like a proto-writer and living in the wrong country.

"Compared to the refined culture of sclerotic forms and frames, which mask everything, the lyrical mode is utterly barbarian in its expression. Its value resides precisely in its savage quality: it is
only blood, sincerity, and fire."
Emil Cioran - On Being Lyrical 

"Society is not a disease, it is a disaster. What a stupid miracle that one can live in it."
Emil Cioran - A Short History of Decay